fast forward a couple weeks
hearing nothing from me
you're not too stressed
probably for the best
know that it's been tense
thought we were more than friends
that was my mistake
you don't even seem see the pain
all you know is i'm gone
probably wondering what you did wrong
i wanna say it was all in my head
our messages suggest otherwise instead
maybe you're not confused
maybe you're full aware of what you do
maybe i'm reading into this too much
maybe i shouldn'tve gotten my hopes up

been a few months now
thought you would've came around
maybe i was too quick to shut **** down
fighting the urge to reach out

so i do
hi how are you
it's strange
regret the choice i made
you wanna **** me in
to your world again
aborting this mission
you double down on my decision
i say goodbye
you ask me why
tell me i've been acting weird
demand an answer now that i'm here

and i realize i don't trust you with my feelings

you made me feel safe
then took that away

when i look at you i see a mask
i love myself enough to never go back