I see no Hobson's choice nor harbour any doubts neither am I dancing in confusion or labouring a fear indecisiveness is not my friend and I am not waiting for neither yah or nay in sound mind and clarity I state How can I miss something I never never had isn't that like loving someone you hardly know which is something the impressionable immatures are known to do to sportstars public figures and celebrities I have passed that stage eons ago and even then I admired not idolized so why now, why now would I, would I, would I NOT know my own mind