//  / //  LEAVE YOUR PASSIONS TO THE WORLD /// YOUR PASSIONS ARE OF THIS WORLD / MY PASSIONS ARE OF THIS WORLD   / / / I MUST BE ALIEN TO THIS WORLD / / / I MUST BE OF THE UTMOST HIGH /  / /  /

this holy suicide advocated through those dreams /
they are choices made upon passions / passion for the World, passion for the State /
it is a decision made with passion /
you leave your passions in the world: the choice to die , is a choice of passion no matter how much you have desensitized your senses /
the choice to indulge , is a choice of passion no matter how much you have desensitized your senses /
you must Experience. /
this is not your life to give, this is not your death to take. /
this is not your body  . this is not You. /

you are not your 'possessions'  , you are not your rents. your lots and temporary positions. are you your titles? are your your adjectives? are you the Language, the Symbolic words that compile our human reality and perception? are you what you see? are you the pain of the World? are you those joyous fears? are you the trembling at night? are you the happiness? are you the mercurial waves? are you the dreams you aspire? are you the things you hate? are you the things you love? are you the way you do things? are you your thoughts? that thought you had a few minutes ago . .  . was that You? or i mean, Is that You? who are You? what are You?  /

these moments of silence breathe into me , and i know this when i am not speaking. the thoughts that come to me and pour into me ; i know this is not me when i speak : a source plugged into , and i'm not sure how i did . . . much love to you, my sweet baby . . . my brethren ... much love to you, my boy. my sweet sweet boy.

//  / //  LEAVE YOUR PASSIONS TO THE WORLD /// YOUR PASSIONS ARE OF THIS WORLD / MY PASSIONS ARE OF THIS WORLD   / / / I MUST BE ALIEN TO THIS WORLD / / / I MUST BE OF THE UTMOST HIGH /  / /  /
// / / / / but my soul belongs to you
and everything i do
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