I wonder does my name sound different coming out of your mouth

Do people hear it with admiration or am I just a name with misinterpretation

I ,perhaps for lack of a better word, swoon over our love and connection
But I wonder sometimes if I am a category in your collection

I have so much doubt and so much fear
Maybe I’m manifesting our future demise
Creating scenarios in my head where the end is near

I wonder sometimes will my name sound just as good tomorrow
Will I still be the girl your locking eyes with at your show