Imprisoned inside tall red brick built tenements curtained in by cheap store bought accoutrements and locking up the world outside within with a needle and a pin and sewing life away. where we stitch up every day as if only cross stitching could show or say how angry that we are and far above some half existent but quite persistent feelings that the life we live is what we get for being better than the dogs that line the streets with pockets bulging emptiness is more or less the happiness that we were told of, when we read books in those classrooms dripping coldness from the cold lights,prefabricated by the councils to educate the poor and in this we have believed for fifty years or more.
But technograbbers took the high road ripped the legs from under desks by which we sat and then they spat on former teaching teachers in the pay of local educational authorities had no authority to intervene and preaching texts that they had learnt by heart 'cause all the textbooks burnt far brighter in the fires in tenements where former pupils with dilated eyes felt the cold much keener,much cleaner than the dogs upon the streets and behind the curtained windows I weep for a yesterday when as a young child I could play outside and not wonder what the future held. Held spellbound by the monkey man who turned the handle on his barrel ***** and put a flat cap on the ground which magically naturally filled with pennies from the folks who had such things.
Sadness and the lack of more or less brings me nothing but the bulging emptiness and the breaking of another spine another book a former time and locking in the world outside I bide my time and watch the black and white the day within the night I'll be alright just me and shotgun joe beside the bed and nothing else to spoil nothing that we never had but there are badmen in the badlands roaming tenemental bands that would cut your throats if you looked twice or even once at them Like the dog down in the street I never raise my eyes to meet anyone or any other why bother it's just the way it is.