nowhere seems safe
to think out loud
much less breathe
or make a sound
one minor
inconvenience
from having
a mental breakdown

i hate to be so
fragile
hate to be
a hassle
but everyday
in this life
is another
losing battle

i can't win
to save my life
all i wanna do
is cry
feeling miserable
as hell
but can't pinpoint
exactly why

and it's driving me
insane
trying to keep
a poker face
putting the puzzle
together
but one piece is
misplaced

everything i touch
is botched
everyone i love
feels off
i do all these
stupid things
hoping i'll get
caught

like maybe one day
someone will see
beyond the
stupidty
i'm just
too tired
to keep being
me