No one wants to hear about you anymore
It's over, it's done
You've moved on, no matter what you actually feel for her you're with her
And it makes me sick to my stomach and I can't help it
You think I wanna feel this pain anymore?
Miss you enough to still cry to anyone who will listen?

I never planned on you becoming such a big part of my life
I don't care if we've only know each other a year
And we were only together a short time
And then more time, but it's complicated and only you and I know the truth...
I've told the truth repeatedly
You haven't told it once
Nor have you ever apologized for all the grief, endless loneliness and countless nights crying myself to sleep
And there's a great chance you never will
And no, I don't want to think about you anymore either

You probably think some of my actions are out of jealousy
Spite
And anger that you let her just take control, and toss me to the wayside
None of those things are true
I am hurt, angry and disappointed you became everything you promised you weren't
But, my jealousy has dissipated
I don't want the confused, tormented, selfish man that went away
I wanted the beauty of a kind, intelligent, protective and affectionate man I saw in you
Who would never lie
Never cheat
And would fight for what we had
Not someone who'd give up and move on to something more simple

I wish I could tell you nothing I've ever said or done was in malice....
Well, most things
But, If I could just tell you how much of my heart you held
And that you destroyed it with all your betrayal and indifference
And that maybe see things from my eyes
My eyes that cried me to sleep over you so many nights
The eyes that refused to see the games you were playing

So no one wants to hear about what we had
What didn't have
What we coulda had
And I'm honestly just broken down from this triangle, and web of lies
No matter what angry, spiteful words come flying out of my mouth...
Please believe you'll always be special to me
You were my first in so many ways
But, I have to burn this blindfold I've had over my eyes
I need to see you for just who and what you are
And you're a stranger from the person I met
And I have to let that person go

No one wants to live In pain
That includes me
It's probably going to take me more time than I want
But, what am I holding onto?
What have I been holding on to?
Nothing more than a mere fantasy that you'd miss me and realize, I was the one
But as time went on, lies kept flying at me, just adding onto the pain
I can't live in a dream world
I have to accept living in world without you in mine

No one wanted you more than me
No one would've waited as long as me
I don't know if anyone will ever feel the way or see the things I saw in you

I suppose no one will ever know...
Especially you