i'm not supposed to be sorry you claim
there's nothing i could've done they say
but i wanna apologize anyway

in my heart i feel this ache
a guilt i can't explain
i would've taken all of your pain

but i know that i can't
i couldn't stop your beautiful hands
from going through with their ugly plan

it's just hard to understand
you were part of who i am
i'm lost without you man

i'm screaming in my mind
seeing things with my eyes
i never did in real life

trying to freeze time
prevent what happened that night
but its just me watching you die