onto the bus a struggle a pram is lifted distant cries of a baby an echo of an old man in a park nearby sitting, lost in thought counting the arthritic joints of his fingers
skateboards in such great haste as on an almighty trail somewhere
footfalls go some clackety-clack a thousand by the minute
by now I lose track of the number
3. they look my way and they don't really see me not anymore, anyway
I'm just there
but I hear it all
the steps.. they clack-flash across my ears the words.. they flaunt over my silence the secrets.. they furtively long to share with someone the awful rush.. they long to shed the frustrations.. they find no space for the dreams.. they ache to realise
4. only *the mendicant traveler comes by once daily with a battered Coke can to sit and keep me company just for a while a little while
leaning against me I smile inside to think I can still be somewhat useful
or the occasional trolley-lady who guards all her assorted treasures a bric-a-brac of unrecoverable dreams all neatly piled neglect reflected in society's abandoned grown-up child
then, that funny visitor comes by to bestow on me hebdomadary gift: his customary ****
too lazy for a WC!
5. I am just what I am.. on a wall as pretty as they come yet half-invisible and I am here
how I keep track of all the beings' coming-and-going
as the busyness of life keeps turning..turning..turning
(once in a while, though...a new pair of eyes may flash upon me and love me for my worth. then again...just for a few seconds...but it is enough: I may be peeling now, but I am such the fine burgundy-and-green masterpiece, of a rather stunning bird, caught in mid-flight.... that once was the great love of my esteemed master, the eternal artist...long, long ago.
and I can smile...inside)
I dare to smile, yes..
how the earth moves one more time and it all just starts again
S T, 26 June 2913
The more things change, the more they stay the same.
Do so love the use of metonymy.
sub-entry: 'pictures etched'
1. a fine day for rain, it is soaking into earth warding off all noise but the gentle pitter-patter of half-born ideals
2. such grasping images come all attentive and tremors unaware ensconced by pictures etched deeply into psyche they sit
slow birth of some very powerful ideas
3. then, write a heartfelt note and lick a stamp post it off in a spiffy new London-red box and wait.. distant destination