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Sep 2020
Redemption in my eyes for the sins of my past
Dwelling still though in my troubled memories
The world around me spinning so fast
I can't keep balance and fall into troubled seas

Going under but if just for a moment I feel
The weight of consciousness and the world combined
Inky blackness surrounds me; my silence, sealed
The answers to what troubles me I cannot find

I drown deep in moments a long time past
Under the weight of my own memories
The strength to fight back is leaving me fast
I pray to her to leave me be... Please

We will meet again one day, but not now
These distorted visions of my past overwhelm
The answers I have yet to find and know not how
Though not today nor that day long past shall I leave this realm
Five months past my last suicide attempt and things are still really hard. Recovery is a slow and sluggish road, but it needs to be done.
Ariadne
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Ariadne  27/Androgyne/Earth
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