You're kneeling on the ground
Picking up the pieces of your
Once again shattered heart
I'm finding it harder to sympathize
To tell you it's all going to be okay
When I'm not sure if they will be
They say you should never push a loyal person
To the point where they don't give a **** anymore
You've pushed me pretty **** close
How can I pick up your heart when I can't even find
Half of the pieces that belong to my own?
You talk about drinking to make yourself hate her
Not drinking to numb the pain of missing me
No it's to take away the heartbreak of being without her
Is it my cuddles, hugs and kisses you want
Or just the feeling of being loved?
Do you really need me or do you need the company?
Have I ever been anything other than a rebound?
I try not to let myself question it when you say you love me
But lately it's all that runs through my mind
How long can I be a second choice
When do I stop being an option to you?
You built me up so I could finally see my own beauty
Yet now I feel like you look right past it
What's the point of feeling beautiful when the man you love
Is finding all the beautiful things in another woman?
I still love you I always have and I always will
I just need to know if this time is for real
Or if it's just for another four to six months
Then she'll be back, you'll fall for her again
Maybe then I'll save myself the heartbreak
Settle for what's easy rather than what I have to fight for.
Easy over crazy.