Wide awake should be sleeping A train in the distance echoing horn The fresh night air cold and fresh A clear mind from writing Calm night could hear cars On the freeway in the distance Lay in bed talking to her Pretending shes here Talking to God and praying Things aren't bad could be better Never been about money Thankful to be working Through these tough times Focused on blessing Learned the life lessons Loving with a broken heart Loving others like I'd like to be loved