There is this taste that I can’t rinse, spit or rid myself of lately and it’s not the kind left behind by a dentist yanking a wisdom tooth out or the ****** mouth from an eighth grade playground go around or bad blood in the hood but something more like a fight for a life bored to the bone and hung out to dry in the sun having to bite my tongue on the curse of the irony of it all that I find too hard and bitter to swallow.