Somehow
It feel wrong
To even write about you

I'm sorry for that too
For everything

For judging you
For not listening
For breaking you
Over and over

I have been
So unbelievably blind

I guess this is what happens
When the blind lead the broken

I remember once
I told you
I would not have known
Love or healing
If it was not for you
And now it seems
I will give up both
For an eternal ache
I can't say I don't deserve it

You were always better than me
Kinder
More honest
It seems this will continue
You're better without me
Wether or not I like it
You're better without me