I miss you deeply, bone achingly, so acutely though I never really knew you.
In the last two years I scarcely thought of you, and as I made myself forget, I told myself I had simply lost contact. That's all it was.
But when I was reminded, forcefully of your existence, when forgetting in the moment was no longer an option, when I was reminded of your thoughts, you feelings, your ambitions in the word: I realized that although I never really knew you, though all my recollections of you are but snatched sentences and brief smiles in a hallways, in the bright sunlight or in the constant pattering of light rain, all of the fragments, each one of our interactions are etched with glances into my heart.
All the hurt is gone, all the pain has left, and all I have now are fading memories of insignificantly monumental times.