Could it be the result of

Hindsight

That has me walking through this

Blind night

Or maybe its the memories

Of what I thought would be my

Destiny

Sadly, I am hurting badly

And no one can understand

The reasons behind my

Demanding demands

Everyday I strive to prosper

And stay alive

Though I can’t change the past

I do my best to enjoy my life

It’s bitter sweet to be present

In the present

Yet its hard to meet, a pleasant

Peasant

Money is still a major issue

Everyday is all about survival

Love and compassion are vital

Yet to many live to hate

I just want to be respected and great

Life as a kid was so ideal

No worries in the world

No problems no stress

It’s so hard to live in the worst

And be able to still wish for the best

I should have expected the obvious

For it is so clear God is here

So there isn't anything that I

Fear

Expect the idea

Of fear