shrinking back from my own skin
uncomfortable with the thoughts in
my mind right now and i feel sick
nothing can stop my descent
i wish i could just exit
this vessel and its problems and past sins
i'm not the person who did
all of those things, that was a kid
let me free from the thoughts
going crazy in this box
stuck inside a paradox
did those things but did not
don't make me someone i'm not
afraid of being wrong, already been caught
please just let me rot

if you won't let me leave