You don't know me. Don't know who I am, or where I come from. You don't know me, beyond my blues and grays and greens. You might know my favorite color, or show, but not what to me, it means. You don't know my story. You can't see my heart. You aren't in my brain. So dear god don't you start-! Please clip this off here, and just leave me be.. If you don't give a ****- then stop barking at my tree! I'll give you my ears, like Vincent Van Gogh. I'll give you whatever. but I won't let you know, whats inside, or what happened, okay? I know you don't care. I know you won't stay. I know you won't like me, or understand. You'll just criticize me. You can't hold my hand. I might be alone, for the rest of my life. I might be like a child. My future full of stife. I might be a maniac, or a monster to you, no matter how hard I try, and no matter what I do. So give me a break. Stop asking for more. Stop yelling at me, or knocking at my door. You don't seem to get it, and you never will. No matter how hard I scream, no matter how shrill-! I beg of you please, after all we did, don't open pandora-
Just close the lid.
Be okay with the fact, you can't handle the truth. Be alright with knowing, it won't be something you get. No one ever might, so please...