In 5 years, you are going to remove all mirrors and reflective surfaces from your home because of what you are doing to yourself, right now. Every day that passes, you **** a little bit more of the hope that you can beat this forever.
In 10 years, you'll think you're so healed that being the size of 2 of you now, is something you're actually proud of. But in 14 years, you'll be sliding so dangerously, head first and upside down, right back into the hole you'll swear you had filled in.
And in 15 years, you'll be writing this letter, begging for the slightest hope that in another life, this message will reach you before that last bite.