everything keeps falling apart
faster than i can fix it
regret from making certain choices
fuels my indecision
don't wanna die
but wanna cease my existence
life is too hard
but i've seen too much to end it
i know how it feels
to be the last one to leave
putting flowers on graves
wiping tears off of cheeks
i don't wanna do that
to everybody
but it hurts so bad
and i just wanna sleep