Falling into darkness fading into nothingness.
Never being able to erase the fear of knowing you'd always be alone.
Suffocating from never being loved the way you  have always loved.
Fearing the darkness loneliness of hell that you have always been in, why fear it now.
Feeling your self going transparent fading into darkness.
Not being able to pull your self into color.

The broken pieces of the no buddy that you've always been scattered.
The endless oceans of tears that you've cried evaporated.
Dragged to the pit of hell, torched in the flames of never ending pain.
Always suffering knowing you'll never be save.
Never belonging to anyone or any where but the endlessness of  the dark.      6-19-13