I make shadows with my hands: some birds, Nixon, a spider on the wall, a barking dog. I make shadows with my hands — momenta, false tales of you sitting flat by the harbor, the ease of your legs dangled beneath a pier. And I make water in the shadow, some creases on your feet and you laugh. I made you laugh. These hands, disrupting sunlight, know only the loss of you, your neck and the fictions of some other tide.