School started A past me would be scared To be here in this moment But we are stronger than what we give ourselves I know I dont have much But I have the courage I need To keep going Stay alive Be kind Even if it hurts to see him I have a life planned out And im doing a lot better he says hello I say goodbye I dont cry much over him Not anymore Because if I did I know I would start blaming myself Over and over till im suffocating In my sorrows But thankfully Im better