I miss you. You were the only perfect thing I ever made. I had been so excited. You were ours. You were mine. I have never felt closer. I had been so excited. You had erased my fears. Nothing matter but you. I had been so excited. I went through so much so I could have you, And keep you safe. I wanted to hold you. I wanted to coddle you. Even hearing you cry would've been better than this. That's all I wanted.