Your's was a gift that nobody wanted, the sacrifice that you made left your loved ones haunted. They would have been pleased with the love that you gave, but you couldn't stop giving and then couldn't be saved. You opened your heart but kept nothing for you, when your soul needed shelter your defenses were few. Love one another as a child we learn, and for it, praise we rightfully earn. But we aren't always taught that the love we deserve, starts with our self before outwards, it turns. A soul has nothing if love doesn't exist, and a heart needs protection to return this bliss. But the heart must be centered with the love of oneself to give love and be loved and feel love, or else, you'll end up making an empty sacrifice of the ultimate gift, an unfinished life.