a dizzy name, a silly song an old, cracked joke a dried bouquet.
when Marshall realized Lilly was, in fact, being just a little selfish, and Ted coached the appropriate response.
moments like that.
like why did i hang for so long?
right, but, there's strong truth to that too, when maybe it was just her style her lust for life that was so hot so exact, it was love maybe she just stole all your breath and never ******* gave it back.
i don't care if you're married, i don't care if you're open or closed older or colder or kinder or both i don't care if we hug i don't care who knows but i'll be ****** if i never see you again,
Disa.
it's creeping up on me now. that it's empty. that she was just privileged and not much special. but it HAS to be special. well, it was. i swear i'm not just ttripping... i REMEMBER her. she was SO COOL. she stunned me. she totally just stunned me with how beautiful she was, and how exactly HER. do what makes YOU happy. fight HARD for yourself and everything you love. wake up and go for runs in the morning. have **** pictures of yourself in your room. trace your lovers' hands by your bedside for your new boyfriend to see. you made me want to explore what it means to be human. it's an honest swoon. yeah there was some **** you coulda done better but second time around i wouldn't even ask for that, i'd get you addicted and just hang around you all day.