I've lost the motive to look at my phone I just pretend I'm mentally not home. I repeat my advice on the daily. No one, no one, not one will take my advice. They do what they want as they collect some more lies. Now I'm the bad guy. I had a friend who was an amazing girl. Her flaws criticized me and took me for granted and lied to me. She was supposed to be a forever bestie. Ended up homeless because of her, still stayed by her side. Look at me now, a independent good guy. Despite me being decent, I've always got a secret. Isolation time because I don't trust anybody. Went fishing with a homie and apparently I'm the one that was jealous. Jealous of what? Last I check I had my heart open, and she couldn't keep her legs closed. Left her heart exposed. Then mad up the lie about me being drunk all the time. Whatever good bye. I ended it before she had a say. Well thats my writing rant of the day.