Is it pathetic that after all this time I still over her? very well then, I am pathetic pathetic is me. why is it that none can compare to her? None ever have and none ever will. This desert queen... I'll love you always and should I ever get a second chance I would fall to my knees and ask you for your hand. Not in marriage... Well yes, also in marriage. But in life. In love. I'm sorry for who I was. For the lies I said. I'm sorry for who I am. For the pain and confusion I cause. I'm sorry for who I'll be. For life without you is no life at all. I can't see you in his arms. So I'll lock myself away. Let my heart decompose. Soulmates who met at the wrong time in life. What a sorrow. -DBE