Every touch of your hands,
Driving me crazy with sins,
Crawling back into my skin,
I'm tired, I want all this to end,
I want my body controlled,
Struggling in bed, can't let go,
Nowhere to run, nowhere to hide,
All of my demons inside,
Locked in a cage in my brain,
What can I do but to scream,
All the emotions, I cant contain,
Wants to let loose like a train,
All of the memories flutter,
Until one page is blank,
That pulls me back in, with a shutter,
That all you hear is a shriek.

I open my eyes, I look at the ceiling,
Escaping my fantasies cause I was just dreaming,
Less than a nightmare, my heart was just bleeding,
The secrets I've kept in, not out on my sleeves,
Cause why would I tell,
All of my thoughts,
Hidden away,
Where no one can see through,
All of my messes that I've been through,
Out on the surface where many can pass through.