Forewarned I slowly slip uneasily
Wondering .......
Will this be the .......
I  mean I'm sullen for the ones who will mourn over me
And because of them Im vacillating
Shall I go quietly or make a big seen?
Listen ....there is no such thing as silence
Not while my brother and I still breath
Exhaling the mundane inhaling memories
I get the sensation of drowning
Separated ...
It was when the colors all faded
I'm still me
I can still taste the pain
The violence we've seen
Anxiety ..........how long has it been?
Separated...............
Given different choices we still chose a same pathway
I wonder if the voice that he hears in his mind is mine
.............im still me....
It's sorta funny
He knows he is stronger than me
Yet he still can't understand I'm smarter than he
It's actually better that way
He needs me to be the one controlling
We haven't spoke since the age of five
Well........
I should say we've been
Separated for over 47 years
Feeding on fear and still drunk from tears.
Reunited ................
Is it a good thing ?
It difficult for me to say
I have murdered .........
Only in my mind
The same number........
He has done the real thing
I have boundaries
Plus
I'm still me
And have always been
As I have previously stated
I am real.
I'm still me .......
He is the one who was created