I am afraid
To be told that I am not cool enough

Call it societal conformity
i thought i already told it a no
but i think it didn't hear me correctly

But those thoughts keep haunting me
not to be left behind
don't do stupid things

but..
...
...
...

its a huge mess
and can't clear it
but I just feel like a
seeker of attention

how much worse can it get?
very. much.