I just need someone real
real to be here
I know that there's God
but sometimes I just can't
can't keep being strong

I'm broken inside
all the masks are not real
Sometimes
I just want to **** myself
better, fast, easy solution

But there's no easy way to die
Sleeping pill? Maybe..
worth to try..

What happen if I eat 4 pills at once
or 8 pills? will I just die then?
the world just become too horrible
and I can't handle it no more...

People find life so fun
But I only found loneliness
tears, cry at night, and
people keep on leaving

I know the worst meaniest person
but people still adore him/her
While being good, somehow
doesn't give you anything

what if 'faith and hope' is just a cliche
to just make you believe that
there's answer for everything
when there's none

what if religion is just a cliche
to just make you believe that
there's this God who loves you
where actually no one

what if 'pray and wishes' is just a cliche
to just make you believe that
there's miracle in everything
when its actually just a vain

I hope this tears end up soon
im tired being like this
tired with everything
I need changes

I need me
mylife to be whole