Painful events like a knife in your heart Painful life, not a clue where to start Memories fading like the moon in the sky Why do our loved ones have to die A hollow shell without a soul Never again will I feel whole Questions to ask but no one to answer Flashbacks arriving in the mind like cancer Loved ones around you giving you strength They say lifeβs short but it feels such a length Wanting to help but feeling so helpless Fighting for life to achieve mental wellness A life filled with pain but still Iβm so grateful All in the name of my guardian angel