It's been a year since you left, Six months since you last visited, (But I didn't see you then). When you left, I thought I'd never see you again. But when you came to visit I thought that that would be my last chance But you barely even left the house.
When I heard you were finally coming back I figured that you'd be lazy And not want to leave you house. But your brother dragged you out And I finally saw you.
As I turned down the road And saw you for the first time All I could think was "Oh God! Not again!" An infinite amount of emotions Slammed into my heart All at once
It was all I could do Not to throw myself into your arms And cry tears of joy. We fell into our comfortable insults and jokes Just as soon as we saw each other. It felt like you had never left; Like it was any other weekend.
The next few days we just hung out Talking, joking, insulting one another. It seemed like we were thrown into the past When nothing had pulled us apart Before either of us made the mistake Of telling the truth. Watching movies And giving commentaries While eating pizza and soda As we lay of the bed.
I wish we could rewind time Just so we can relive those amazing moments. But looking back on the past few days And all those years we were together I realized I really do love you. Never before (Or after) Have I ever been so close to someone (ANYONE!) Never have I told somebody so many secrets Never has someone known me so well Never has someone been able to say "Oh she would say this" Or "Don't say that, it'll make her mad" Never have I been able to be myself and not feel uncomfortable Never except when I'm with you.
I wish we still lived in the same country. I wish there weren't oceans separating us. I wish that I had the courage to give you these poems. I wish you were here to help me through this move. I wish I was in Sweden with you (Or you were here in America with me) I wish I wish I wish. Only wishes are left.
I wish I could tell you I love you I wish you knew how much! I wish you knew I never loved someone as much as I love you. I wish I had the courage The courage to send you all the poems I've ever written about you Because there are so many With so many words That you'll never hear.