Blue, such an enchanting and bewitching colour Being able to lure even the hungry gulls to follow And give people the strength to go on in this world
For an artist to engrave an image in our minds To help young ones find their path through the vines To inspire a victim to release her spirit from the pit, wherever it hides Giving life full meaning and see something else besides the contour of the sides
Yet, that sacred hue seems to bring me only horror Filling my core to the brim with despair and anger So much I want to put that lone rope on the hanger Be silence with a swift move of a finger Applause! For tonight is my last time as a sovereign singer in front of all of you
Now, despite my love and moral right My heart was shattered, its pieces cruelly scattered Azure and violet lingers on my surface that once a refined look held So the monster could be discharged from the misery it felt Obtuse to the fiends it sends to win over my pelt till tomorrow due
The striking blue in its eyes that was found dreamy Was just a snare for someone as delusional as me Tore the flesh and meat protecting my pride that was soon to be Taking away all of my licit sociality
Weeping flimflammery behind a vague breath I fumbled and curl up in the dark in my dread Eyes moist and cheeks stamped with a watermark The blue everyone sees as breathtaking losing spark And as my muscles began to stark I awaited the moment where it would stop with the snide remarks
"Why are you useless in time of need!? Stupid *****, nothing will ever fulfil your greed!"
Is that how you were going to treat me? With cusses and heavy thrusts? Ponding on and on until I became nothing but bones and organs mushed If I try to wail or scream for you to stop Another punch in the gut knocks out my air and my body thumps like a wet mop
I look in the mirror and I want to rend my eyes Be blind, erase the person standing before I With bruises and marks littering Proving irreversible indication of its iniquity
Depletion, hysteria, fury, strikes me harder than it I find it hard to stand on my own two feet Teeth chewing and munching on as I continue to bleed Remising of how I was just a kid
An innocent image bearing no dreed Wishing nothing from her parents but more feed So that my bones aren't as stiffed Maybe then I'll be more gifted More desired and loved Like the blue was to me a long time ago