Sitting on the pavement in front of a department store that people enter for no good reason mostly because they’re bored with life and need some retail therapy Taking the last puff of a cigarette he bummed off a homeless woman He had to clear out It was all shouting and no silence all ego and no sharing all reproof and no support No connection No feeling No love No nothing At eighteen he has to fend for himself but he’s free, and that’s a start They won’t look for him They won’t declare him a missing person He could feel the scorn in their eyes when he walked out the door Courage and resilience he keeps repeating to himself That’s all he needs now It’s just a chapter of life that’s ended And a new one eager to begin with words that keep flashing in his mind: Be patient in darkness The dawn is coming