is it halloween soon
I miss november

the first time I saw those yellow walls
I knew trouble was in the waking

I shut myself down
december was hot

I melted down
I watched the blood on my arms

then I found her again
crying in front of me
I didn't let a single tear fall

I felt so strong
now all I see
is a weak child

they just wanted a hug

I can't wait for the leaves to fall
I'll wear my red coat

my first winter