I'm sorry that i had to start today on a bad note but words just start overflowing in my head and i want it to stop so bad i meditate sometimes, but not enough. i want it all to stop just make it stop.
i want people to care enough sometimes. Sometimes i don't wanna lay in my room alone, high and self loathing. I just want what everyone else has, a minor inconvenience doesn't cause you to wallow in self pity and beg for love from strangers on the internet.