If you could only imagine what you do not want to see, there would be enough light for you to see it. Enough light, as you turn to it, from your glowing face, shift your weight a little bit to take the first step, take a deep breathe stumble, fall, but rise. Your eyes guide you through. You will see it, and when you do, there will be no words to express, no syllables could ever sound out- that the stars love you no less, that you're not so bad, how you turned out- but as close as they come, I have heard once as true: You are your love, loving through you.