Covered in sweat, hairs a mess, lying between the curb and the pavement, spewing out the alphabet in cursive saying things you'll regret in the morning making crowns out of cardboard beer boxes because you think you're the ******* king, news flash you're just another kid to everyone else you're not special you're not any better than anyone else because you can hold down your liquor longer than the girl in the ripped white jeans or the college boy who's been doing this since he was sixteen. you're no better than anyone else because you stay up until five in the morning, forgetting how you got from one place to the other, but oh wait sorry I forgot we're young and this is what makes you you I forgot that this was what you gave me up to do. So I hope this makes you feel important, I hope it replaces all the warmth I thought I was giving you I hope it was worth hurting me for, I hope it was worth trashing all that belief I put in you, when you used to be my king I hope the sweat sticks, the concrete cracks, you break your own heart and I hope you wear your crown like the king you are.
Wrote this my junior year. Thought it needed to be said again.