spilling over
the lip of the tub
you want to disappear
but offer a hug
you don't want to be this close
but you feel bad for what you've done
the blood is getting on your sweater
and you're starting to choke up

you don't wanna be here
but feel the need to fix me
wanna be with her
trying not to gag when you kiss me
i'm a dark part of your past
so you can't forget me
beyond moved on
but feel anchored in my misery