i have this deeprooted fear that someday it’ll stop that everyone i love will tire of me and my constant state of falling apart
the fear tugs at my soul aches in my bones until i go numb buried in the sheets with you desperate to make you stay it makes my hair stand up my stomach go sour
i want to run away so bad it hurts because i’ve learned to settle for a glass half empty to ruin good things before they ruin me
i’m playing a losing game pretending this is viable wasting away just out of reach out of touch