I often wonder what it is you don't like about me

is it the way I leave my hair unbrushed
and tucked behind my ear?

the way I can't speak
whenever you're near?

the way I try too hard
but still don't know what to say?

the way I can't seem
to keep my demons at bay?

the way I can't sit still?
the way I'm always filled with dread?

the way I can't seem to get it right?
the way I blush bright red?

the way I bite my nails?
the way I like everything about you?

because these are the things I don't like about myself
so I'll understand if you don't like them too