flown to some far off land dropped and forgotten silenced by seclusion and now announcing: "i'm not going to be stuck here forever, you all just wait and see!" ironic and symbolic, you're stuck, son but you'll find out how to get out of here "i swear that's not my conscience, nor my sub conscience working right now." you're boiling over and you need to just simmer here, in the summer where you make your last stand "this has to be madness, some form of incompetence of the gravity of my situation." *no, you're fine, you're just getting lost again inside of me, yourself and that mess you carry around as the mind that once was mine.