The heart of a child forced to grow up A part timer doing more than the full timers Find peace in writing not in people hard to trust Love my family and struggle trusting My mom would rather drink than put kids first Take dad to work to start my morning Use to be fun a wild child lived life to the fullest Now I'm boring working being responsible Can't date the virus dictating others faith People get tired of you so fading in an out Same old writing style they start to pass on you So many wear masks altering who they are Dk why wearing one bothers them Barely understand myself Trying to adjust and adapt Can't fix or figure out others Trying to be me that's all I know Got hurt trusting in the wrong people Still doing good what's right After showing vulnerability