where are you now?
I don't know why I'm asking that
I'll probably never hear from you
but I'll still keep wondering
what its gonna be like
would you ever text me back
or should I quit waiting
will it ever end?
or will we keep on repeating?
every time you take a pause
I assume you have found some cause
to stop it all and turn it back
to whatever it was
before it began
but every time you'd prove me wrong
and come back after so long
that I start to doubt
are we even strong?
you leave me confused
and call it handling my issues
like it was my fault
I'd apologize, I was quite dumb
then you'd act like we good
bursting up my phone
asking for some nudes
when I would refuse
you'd go away
before I'd fall out of love
you'd come back
only to leave again