My pain all these years….! The Heartache ebbing inwards me like ocean tides Numbs the very fibers of my skin smothering me breathe Dictating and detaching me from this human beauty The sun blazing silky sands of the beach do not burn as much. Decades of wars of subjugations 400 and one year’s war for appreciation I am asphyxiated by my neighbor’s stares Stare burning my black skin of its beauty and gaiety Blazing stares of generational scourge Contending my gift of strength with gritty bites Pining down dreams and aspirations of one society Scoffing at conversations the true Word of creation “BEAUTIFUL” Proposing a make-believe that alters my inertness. “I can’t Breathe” “I Can't Breathe” “I Can't Breathe” Another reverberating echo of lynching and killing of one black person. Strangulating the common ideals that build oneness. Asphyxiating both our dreams and vision of commonness of mind and life living…. Our true beauty in stagnation! (For Flord George May 2020)