trying not be the thing
i despise the most
but i forget my mission
when you get this close
i wanna be calm
not invasive and gross
don't wanna say stuff
that you're not comfortable being disclosed
i wanna do all these things
but my brain tells me no
a heart can dream
and muster up hope
on a river of fantasies
i could endlessly float
but it's not about me
or making these feelings known