She does not hesitate but manages always to arrive on time quite late and what a state I get into at two thirty three when she should have been here with me she's not even got dressed I am so depressed but at four forty four I once again soar as she opens the door and steps in. She tells me I'm thin (and who's fault is that) I get frightened of missing her and so don't leave my flat so, no I'm not fat but neither am I thin I fit somewhere in between and if you've ever seen a lady like her you'd be where I want to be.
She cooks me a meal but I neither taste nor do I feel like eating just now I want to talk to her how do I say these simple things she brings in the heart to this home I don't want her to leave can't face being alone.
At eleven thirty seven after she's shown me a heaven she goes and takes my heart with her and she will get home after midnight I'll phone just to hear her voice. my choice my cell and I locked myself in as well. she has the key she sets me free. I wait once again for two thirty three.