before the pale winter sun has entertained thoughts of pushing its watercolour light into the unfolded corners of this long cold night a solitary Tui perched in the highest branches of the ancient Puriri tree outside my sleeping windows sings searching out his mate serenading in another distilled day and filling my weary being with little droplets of joy the white tufted bird is just being a bird for him nothing extraordinary for me his complex trills clicks whirs interspersed with melodic bell like bursts of song cast out into the monochromatic dawn seeming to bleed colour into the grayscale feeding my poets soul